Prayer from a broken heart...

Daddy,

I am so lost. So afraid. I need you, but my jaw slams shut everytime I try to cry out to you...my heart is not so easy to silence...


I keep playing it out in my head, what I'd say to you if I could only find the courage to. The sound of my own voice has filled me with fear, and this is how the devil keeps beating me...


If I had the voice, I'd tell you I am sorry. Sorry for hurting you. Sorry for walking away. Sorry.


I am filled with sorrow.


Daily.


I am weary from it.